A Tiring Day, once again...

Sometimes I wonder if my mind can ever be at rest. It seems as though it never stops working, especially pertaining to my studies. Where are the days where I didn't have to worry about the uncertainties of tomorrow, the stresses of today, or the hauntings of the past? Those days seemed to be short lived. Sometimes I wish i could go back to that point in time when i was a kid, where i didn't have to depend on myself, but rather i knew that my elders would have taken care of me. It's only now i realise what my mother always used to say to me when i was a bit younger; she would always say that i shouldn't rush to grow up because life is tougher being an adult than a kid. So I work myself so hard at school, go to classes everyday, do homework every night, hardly have a social life, but yet, seem to not get the grades i had wished for. It's not that i'm complaining, i just feel that life is so short, that sometimes it seems to appear useless. I don't want to be recognised, I don't want to be the richest person in the world, all i want is to be able to have a comfortable life, slightly better than the one I had as a child growing up; I want to help my mom, because I know how she struggled to make the best life for me, and I think i owe her the best repayments. But you know i do believe there is a reward in the midst of all this. I know that one day i'll be the happiest, relaxed, accomplished princess there is, and it is this thought which keeps me going...........