como estas, mi amiga pasada? or not?

So I saw her today, she and I could not avoid this confrontation. Our eyes were forced to see one another. I pretended to be alright, faking a smile to not show how hurt I was. Afterall I had not seen her in so long, and with all my trials of contacting her, they were in vain because she never responded. What happened to us, my so called "best friend"? I tried contacting you so many times, I tried calling you for your birthday but you never called back. I tried messaging you online, but you set your status to "away." Does this situation still haunt you? It hurt me for that point in time, but why did we let one person come between us? I never thought it would reach this stage. I still miss you my spanish "best friend". We had so much in common; could relate to situations; we are both only children. I miss hanging out with you. If only you know how much you mean to me. But now you tell me that you've got new friends, a new boyfriend, and a new car, and suddenly I begin to feel as though I am "una amiga pasada." You say that you want me to see your new car, and we should go hang out sometime, but the words in your eyes appear differently. I know I am only consolation to you. Now I still accept your "friendly" invitations, but when? When will it be? I would have gladly gone to lunch with you today, but you had other agendas. One day both of us will heal, and we will be closer than ever, I feel it, I know it......